Hey Everyone.

So those who follow me closely know that I haven’t been updating much and I’ve been hibernating somewhere. I had a brilliant couple of months in August and September and then it went downhill from there. But I AM BACK!

There we times this month where I thought of giving this all up. Giving up my blog, giving up social media but I decided to stay after a lot of persuasion, that I cant let what’s happened keep me from doing what I love.

I have had many messages from my lovely blogger friends and LOTS of emails asking where I have been and why the competition is late. (I am sending over the email addresses now and you will be contacted in the next few days)

I would like to keep this part quite short and sweet as this is still quite a sore subject for me. But I know many of you don’t already know so yes.  Me and my now ex boyfriend split last month. Being together just over a year, it was my longest and no doubt the most serious relationship I’ve ever had. We moved in together and then as I’ve wrote about before we moved out in July after 6 Months in a flat together. The memories that we had are kept very close but the decision that was made on his behalf was the right thing to do. Although we were not able to fix things, I do not hold anyone responsible. He taught me how to be a better person, boosted my confidence and always gave me his best, he stayed for a while and he helped me through a lot. But unfortunately things do fall apart and it is hard and it does not always work out. Things can turn and all of a sudden you do not see the future that you once had together.  He has changed my life and made me who I am today and for that I am grateful, he always stayed when things were tough, and always reassured and listened to me. Previous relationships had not gone to well and he always made sure he gave me his absolute best.  I have not got much else to say on the matter as it is quite personal but I am happy again and I am moving on. Everything happens for a reason, always remember that.

“Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” ~ Marilyn Monroe

“Just because a relationship ends, it doesn’t mean it’s not worth having.” ~ Sarah Mlynowski

Too often we try to soothe ourselves by diminishing a relationship’s value in order to get over it more quickly. But it’s OK to think that the relationship was pretty great, but now it’s over, and it was worth going through the pain of the ending for all the good times you had together. Love always comes with the risk of getting hurt and putting yourself through some tough times, but it’s always worth the special moments you share.